YOU

You the one i miss

why?

Why can't you understand and get easy on me?


please don't rush to push me out from this misery, cause i cant cope with it. 


you need to slow things down. i know you want me to be happy.

but why cant you understand it takes time to recover.


its not easy to forget, i don't want to remember , it just dose.


if you want all that to be gone from me, 

thn hit my head hard with a stone till i lost my memory, 

or shoot my brain up 

or if you can do better rewind and undo my past.

i just wish you to understand and support me.

not push me down the big black hole.


The end.

IM FALLING DOWN < X 3

*credit to the artist , not my work and found it in google*

I'll try to catch my self from falling , because you wont,,..

DOT DOT DOT

*my turn..*(GOOGLE PHOTO)

YOU*youknowwhoyouare* , its fine.., nda payah tah , nda payah watir nda payah sad, keh .., bis cerita ,.

NOW I REALLY CANT WAIT TO GO KK
Too bad its only for 3 days , nda sampat bh tohhhh naik gunung arghhh >

BEFORE TODAY

selamat berpuasa!!!!! *haha lambat aku ahhhh* seulan kh ku na update blog ane???ayaya~ padan behabuk ... sory my dear blog XD..

oh well SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslim~ i hope im not late for saying that..

Here some pixy days before today..

Bulan Ramadhan:

went to stadium beli food for sungkai with emi and syaz~

At syaz's ~ happy 19th birthday~ XD

31August09

Bawa emi ke airport antar c zaila~tata zailaa!!!!

driver ku got a new car~

ateng and ewan..

Ateng join sungkai luar with family XD em em

RAYA!:

sory na bnyak bgambar tym raya haha mood k.o~

Raya at syaz's.. me and emi, our last visit at syaz's..

im gona miss that big car of yours syaz haha!

im wordless -_-

first of all ...

for long gone..

ive been busy and ...

breaking down ...

what things i did??

here i let the photos tell a lil bit of it ...

-wif syaz and emi -

-home-

-wif cuzns n sis-


-at nenek's-

-ubd-

the end ..,

currently ....

... broken.

....

HEART BREAK....

A SUNKEN SHIP..,

CRAZY SATURDAY

i woke up late! very late .. sampai mama marah =D haha .. thn i checking2 the facebook ... uhhh i went crack! im not angry to anyone or you , im angry at my self!!!! seeing someone is better than me,, it makin meeee argghhhh!!!! cant explain it , ..


At 1+ i went zum2 raund2 here and there , *kan sasat gnya lagi ha* , then pick up my sister at school at two , *betebiat ea ah makin ku mental haha* .. lapas tuee balikkkkk~


im still very the mental tym atoohhh , so i want to zum2 lagi ,,, that time i was chating wif c syaz , x we decided jalan lepak at huaho tanjung bunut*not tanjung BATU syazz!!!!!lol*c emi na dapat itot sal ea busy doing chores..

at 3pm i think ? c syaz pick me up , i was shocked! basar kerita muuuuu lol , ijab ku .. thn zum to huaho~BTW syaz A+ parking!!!!here some pictures that i took~suka bgambar ne c syaz ah..



syaz driving like pro lol


chocolate sunday kh namanya ? dun noe eee...but itz yummy~


at the foodcourt~


waffle?haa~

syaz and me

go home at 4+ , bawa c syaz melawat swimming pool rh rumah nene~ thn she go home~thanx syaz jdi driba haha,,,

mental2 ku kurang aftr that , tpi maseh mental jua .... mental lah , haishhhh ,,, **hate my self**

okey thats all for today~~~

THE END!!!!