why?

Why can't you understand and get easy on me?


please don't rush to push me out from this misery, cause i cant cope with it. 


you need to slow things down. i know you want me to be happy.

but why cant you understand it takes time to recover.


its not easy to forget, i don't want to remember , it just dose.


if you want all that to be gone from me, 

thn hit my head hard with a stone till i lost my memory, 

or shoot my brain up 

or if you can do better rewind and undo my past.

i just wish you to understand and support me.

not push me down the big black hole.


The end.