Alone at the beach

 27th Dec 10, Monday, 4.45pm

i went to the Jerudong Beach.. its been months nda turun.. and i finally step my feet on the sand and feel the breeze again.. it felt so great..

it would be greater if i share this with someone :)

i spend almost an hour there.. feel the beach, clearing my mind.. watching activities around me..and enjoying my ice cream hehe..

big wave

Jubaeda

My name is COOL

Why?

because its written on ice!

written by syazwan

Now is the time

..time to change :)

photoshoot and edit

 Venue: Yayasan terowong

Model: Meel,Arif,Nicky,Hadie,Azmi

Photo taken by ME

 Edit by ME also

lets clean the swimming pool !!

 Its been months nda swim.. rndu swim kan jadi duyung sudah.. so apa lagi. Me and my cousins clean the pool, its dirty ! the sooner the water's clear like crystal clear..the sooner we jadi duyung!! hehe

menyiut daun

daun ane very rare! NOT!

Back to paint!

Its been months not holding the brushes, paints and canvas! i really miss painting.

So i started painting last night..

guitar mixed media

Next, i will finish my unfinished portrait..

Speechles and (untitled)

my previous history

1)An unexpected surprise

2)Exams was wth?! haha

3)graphic design workss was not quite hm hm....

4)KAYAK (my favorite activity this semester)

from left-nicky and me

5)jungle trekking TWICE!

6)birdwatching

7)paddy harvesting LOL (Y)

8)jadi tourist kg,tamoi :)

9)playing drum (bndhero)

10)jogging

11)climbing up

12)falling

13)was DUMP.

14)tanam pokok 4 pohon.

FREEE!!

projects and exams no moreee!!

why?

Why can't you understand and get easy on me?


please don't rush to push me out from this misery, cause i cant cope with it. 


you need to slow things down. i know you want me to be happy.

but why cant you understand it takes time to recover.


its not easy to forget, i don't want to remember , it just dose.


if you want all that to be gone from me, 

thn hit my head hard with a stone till i lost my memory, 

or shoot my brain up 

or if you can do better rewind and undo my past.

i just wish you to understand and support me.

not push me down the big black hole.


The end.

I wish :D

 I want my car to transform!

FROM THIS

 TO THIS!

HOHO

not much difference of shape ey?

from a sad car to a happy car hehe mau!

angan2 saja bnr~~

Berakas Beach

 I spend time at the berakas beach while waiting for night class with MEEL,

the atmostphere that time was... how should i say this? BLUE?..

tambah2 g si dyg sorg ane suwit rindu urg uknya...

Bunny

Belabih eh! gigitan..

Contemporary Art.i

Title: Goodbye Memories

Artist: Siti Zubaidah Haji Ahmadin(me)

Medium: Acrylic

Treasure

 i found this while packing few treasure ..

pack my mamories..

29th September 2010 you chose ..

you  decide to leave..

you took all away..

but the memories remains in me..

Bon voyage to the lovely girls~

28th September 2010

Say goodbyessss to ANA(sister) , Zikah(Cuzen) and Syazwan(the busy one :] a good friend of mine)

ana and me

syass and me

zikah and ana(standing)

It was hard to see ana go.. at first i can hold my self and i don't wana cry.. but at the end seeing my mom cry saying goodbye to her . It breaks me down.. T_T 

Seeing syazwan go, this time is okey.. myb pasal sedih dah uleh si ana and ane the sec time.. or myb last time was hard because i didnt have a chance to say goodbye in person.ngeh.... syaz

To the girls, take care and belajar rajin2 sembayang jgn lupa lai..

movie time!

ragad ini katun, saya suka.

ini cerita manyak bagus , saya suka sangat ini cerita. tiada menyesal tungu lama-lama.

This movie makes me wanna dance!

Raya at aincute

raya tia karang main bandhero sampai kemalam adaaa pulang...

(saya liat saja pulang tue)

CRAZY DAY!

Morning- U.B.D convo? opening?

busy as ...

 tired and diri ane nda jua seberapa , campur tolak, abis bh kna tulak2 leh kameraman nya ah ish2 ahernya ku mengalah .. susah2..

Night- JUMP SHOW!!!

Free ticket given by kim sonsengnim , but still we(me and meel) sit on the floor at the back of the hall because we were late. YET, we dont mind and the show was a AWESOME and HILARIOUS!!!!

the show really bright me up.. hmm~wish the show never ends..

Ups and down sunday (19thsept)

• In a horrible mood..
• Glad to meet the girls at syaz's crib. emi syaz and me. like the old days..
• spend my 10mins with the beach, the wind, sky and sea..

COLOURLESS

I know my ego is hard as stone.

but behind that hard stone,

im reaching for you.

im hoping.

but no. 

you leave that hand just like that.

now, i don't know if can reach on you anymore.

RAYA?

So fast Ramadan goes , its raya already , so i wana say SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims. Especially to all the people who knows me, yes include YOU.

HAPPY HARI RAYA, enjoy ,, i know you will.

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAZWAN HAZWANI !!!!

31ST AUGUST 2010

BIG GIRL SUDAHHH~~

lil update???

lil update..

artworks

Title: Speechless

Medium: Acrylic on canvas

Title: waterfall in the floor. (illusion)

Medium: Soft pastel on wood panel

exhibition

U.B.D

activities

B.e.a.c.a activity naik bus purple (FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!)

The youth day

Hello dear blog ,

FYI *lol*I am one of the G5member. (The 5th generation) consist of local and YOUNG artist .eseh muda ^^, We had a lil' exhibition during the youth day 2nd and 3rd august. it was great, having to meet his majesty and having a lil crowd *tp smpai samak wahh bnrr*. (soon insyallah we will have another exhibition in a larger space keke *amin*)

the G5 family(bnyak pulang lg ada yg nada)

his majesty talking to nabil (G5 president)

 a painting represent the 5th generation by his majesty